POOP!!!

I hate poop! I decided Maddi was gonna get potty trained. She can do it, so I thought I would put her in underwear. I made her go every half hour. She disappared for awhile while we were in the basement. I kept calling her and finally went over to find her and she is croutched down in the tent in the basement saying "what Mom, I not doing nothing, I not doing nothing Mom!" I SMELLED POOP! Poop everywhere! I took her up to hose her off in the tub, thinking she wouldn't like it and maybe realize this is what would happen if she did it in her pants again. Well she liked the cold water and the water splashing her! AAAHHH!!!! Well, the poop is just sticking and not washing off, so I had to get wipes to wipe it off while chunks are floatinmg in the tub! What a mess!!! Then I disinfected the tub 3 times before I gave her a bath and than later scrubbed the whole bathroom down. I am a freak about stuff like Poop! Iwas going to give a visual but I decided not to. I HATE POOP!!! Needless to say it was a really bad day with Maddi. I need to work on forgiveness! I know she is only 2 but I had about enough!