Worry

Therefore do not worry about tommorrow, for tommorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of it's own.- Matthew 6:34

Well easier said than done, I have to daily remind myself that worry is from satan and not from the Lord.

And when is it worry or educating yourself to be prepared for what is ahead??

I do not have the best of luck with Dr.'s . I have spent years educating and self diagnosing myself, to go back to the Dr. and say " don't you think maybe it could be this or this?" I thought that is why they get paid the big bucks but anymore it seems you have to have an idea of what might be wrong with you so you can help the Dr. with their job.

I think I may someday go back to the medical field because Dr.'s FRUSTRATE me and most people that I know!!!!

My Dr. calls me out of the blue and says you have to go for a thyroid ultrasound, your thyroid is running high and we cant get it regulated and dont know why. And then you need to go to an Endocrinologist.

So I investigate why you would have to have a thyroid ultrasound- infected thyroid, enlarged, cystic, cancerous, growth on it.

So I ask myself am I getting paranoid and thinking too much or am I educating myself so I know what they will be talking about. But once you look info up its hard not to think about it and if you go in ignorant well you leave not knowing what they are talking about!!

Then the endocrinoligst calls to make me an appt. in SEPTEMBER!!!!

My Dr. says you CANT wait till Sept. so they get me in with another Dr. and then tell me well we dont really like this Dr. but go and see what they say and we may have to send you for another opinion.

So Im really looking forward to going to aDr that my Dr is not thrilled with, and wasting tiime and money,but I need to see someone soon and there are only a handful of endorcinolgosit around.

So I keep telling myself dont worry but when your symptom list is growing its hard not to think the worst.

So I go for my ultrasound tommorrow and to the endorinolgist next wed. so hopefully I will know something then and not leave more frustrated.